aft some time...

Hey yo! been some time since i've blogged cos my lappy was wit the service centre... yes, i had sme prob wit it... sucks... but niway, now i got it back oredi... i hve so much to blog... but nt sure where to start with...

Ok, on the 3rd Nov, it was Cindy's 21st bday... she booked a chalet & it was oni for the 4 of us (Cindy, Lala, Hui & myself)... At 12 mn, we gave her the present...tiara & a fairy wand... =) it was reali cute & wantd it to b as memorable as possible... We hang ard awhile and ard 2am in the morn, we went dwn to changi village where along the way, dey had road block...we tried to keep a straight face as much as possible cos we were struggling wit our seatbelts... we went to Changi Village in hope to see smething interesting... (ok, we ddnt see much)...

Nxt day was her bday celeb n Cindy looked so beautiful... And while Cindy was dressing up, it felt so much like she was getting married... wat touched us most was wen her Mom told us we shld b der too wen she gets married... Awww...

It was a simple affair wit all her frens... the food was good & I enjoyed myself so much... of cos wit SS, who wldnt? I love dem so much... Mucks!!!

women r becoming independent these days...

u knw, i thought abt my life... the kinda life i am leading... and gonna lead...

well u see, alot of times, mostly, we think about whom we're gonna live... who would be our life partner, would he be nice, good looking (so secondary sch... i know), status of the guy, education level etc... the list goes on & on...

we need companion so that we won't feel lonely... or feel not being loved... we need some kinda security...

we love our family, friends and wat more we need? a special someone...

But i came to realise over time that we get hurt more den juz getting sme happiness.... u wish u were single wen u're attached... vias versa... but den, i realised, why all tis hassle wen u can divert ur energy on smething else? make urself smeone successful?

I suppose u can oni b successful in one part of ur life... prolly ur career... but love? it doesnt seem to b my cup of tea... I want more den juz be someone's gf or wife.. i want to b smeone in the society... so wat i dont hve a family of my own? instead of dwelling over it, i use that bit of energy and focus on doing smething more productive..

i dont wanna b tied down.. nor get committed.. i tried, bt realised, i'd rather check out cute guys... date few chaps & move on... keep moving on... becoming too westernised? i suppose females are becoming very independent these days... date? to pass time & get cosy once in awhile like how we wanna pamper ourselves, aight?

work hard, play hard... party all life... a nice beautiful house, car, prestigious memberships & exotic getaways... wat more do i need? shld i have the trouble of rushing hme frm a project & cook dinner for my hungry family? or have a tiff with my husband in front of my children or worry why hasnt my child returned hme yet?

I guess i am coward to face all these.. but hey! it's my life man!