now why m i so free lately? strange...

ok, i am suppose to be really occupied with my work and sch but i realised i was actually quite free last wk to meet up wit few of my frens... not juz tat, i even had time to make phone calls btwn breaks and late at nite... hmmm...

oh well, i've got no more assignments and projects to do as we've handed in for all the modules... so the next big thing r my exams in May... sch will b done by mid April... and den study break... i will b stopping work till end of my exams... i seriously need to catch up wit my studies man...

tis week been an interesting week... Well, Selvam came over to my house to park my Dad's car... So i have one less worry... the following day, tuesday, I went to Ganesha temple in Chinatown to bribe him... LOL! Thank God He helped me... the temple was really crowded... nt sure why... and den, i met up with Maran, Ummar & Selvam, the night before Selvam flew off... the sweetest thing was, Maran & Selvam accompanied me to my blk although it was really late... and the following morning, off Selvam went to Isreal... boy...

Me in pottu! the last time i wore a pottu was on Deepavali... LOL! well, i had to bribe Lord Ganesha... so i dressed to impress... hehehe!

**I know I look really sleepy here... was pretty tired**

Thurs, my Dad called me from Dubai during my lesson telling me my Sis had to go NUH cos the doc suspect smething was growing in her... so i rushed down to the hospital and spent like 2 hrs of waiting but it was nthing serious... on my way, i called Kumar for dinner who hpnd to be wit Gopi at Botak Jones opp my place... As usual, i got teased alot... it's been mths since i've seen dem...but they look the same except Kumar look more like a drug addict... Hee! Don't u think he look like a drug addict? mayb we shld stop searching for Mas Selamat...

it was reali nice catching up with Gopi and Kumar... we had the whole night sharing some stuffs... it was reali gd catching up wit dem...

The following day was pretty much a bore... i went to work again and nthin interesting reali hpnd... same old stuff... i was looking frwd to weekend cos it's my off day and shopping day! Weeee! well, i had $50 Tangs voucher for my bday so i went down to Vivo and shopped like der's no tmr... i bought:

• 5 blouses from Mango



• eye-liner and facepowder frm The Body Shop



• a pump shoe frm URS



• a black capri from Coats



• a bag and sunglasses from Tang



• and of cos, chocolates from The Candy Palace

I could have shopped more but my hands were getting reali tired carrying all the stuffs... den i head down to CCK to meet up wit Maran! suppose to meet up wit his wife too but she had to attend a wedding... we met up for dinner... chat behind the mall... well, it was boring... juz the two of us... taking pic and all... ;P

This is hw we look wen we are dead bored on Sat night... LOL! listening to all old tamil songs, toking cork... there were more pic but it gt deleted accidently... damn! Been exactly one week we last went for a 12 hr spin... :P

I wish my gals also lives in the west so that we could meet up at anytime... just a phone call and we could meet up... but one living in Changi, another in Holland and TB... great...

This week I also catched up with quite a few over the phone... Esp the conversation with Anand, my all time fren from sec one and my senior... will be visiting him on Mon cos he did his spine operation (mentioned previously on my other entry)... he made me feel soooo guilty... nvm abt tat... was toking to him till... 5am? hopefully his gf doesnt find out...

Well, tm is mon... no sch! yeah!! going over to Anand's house to have Econs tution... and den another week of sch & work... sian... but i'm looking for fri & weekend!! Weeeee...

***Gals! Move over to the west!!!

from a simple dinner to... man!

I was bored... seriously bored... I went down to meet my boss in AIA to submit some reports and reviewing on a lazy Sat aftnn... I left at about 330pm... Well, since i had no plans for the day and der was a direct bus to Holland V, I went down to The Body Shop because it's my Bday mth (25% off) and I needed a face cleanser so badly since I ran out of it completely (I had to "steal" from my sis... don't tell her).

I was talking to my fren, Selvam, complaining abt some stuffs which I dont wanna eleborate here... Raining so heavily and both of us were stuck wherever we were...

After getting my stuffs, I tot why not meet up wit Selvam since he was free at... 7pm... take note of the time here...

And the night went by from a simple Fish soup noodle in bt batok to... boy! u will never guess wat a night we had...

u see, both my parent are not in town for abt 2 weeks... they went to Dubai... And so, the car was so lonely... screaming at me to take it for a ride... and it striked me... I went up to take the car keys, passed it to Selvam, and we went for a spin and it never stopped since... LOL!

1st stop: to some block in Bt batok west to meet some of his fren.

2nd stop: Telok Blangah, to pick up his cousin Maran (tat guy is funny!)

3rd stop: East Coast hawker for coconut drink and satay... (i have no idea why we went der juz for these... LOL!)

4th stop: Bt Timah Beauty World for a game of pool. (we ddnt play cos no membership)

5th stop: Geylang to see... u knw... (all thnks to my curiosity)

6th stop: Desker Rd (also to see... u knw wat... bt tis time we gt outta car)

7th stop: Mustafa Centre (those toys... sigh!)

8th stop: Orchard Shaw Towers (to see more... u knw wat...)

9th stop: Changi Village (again to see u knw wat & fav. indian tea)

10th stop: Shell station... pump petrol to how it was wen we 1st took the car)

11th stop: Bt Batok (cannot take it oredi... all stoned)

finally Bt Batok at 7am... all tipsy cos of lack of slp... laughing at silliest stuffs, disturbing 7-11 staffs...

the parking lot my Dad placed the car was taken.. Damn! have to wait l8r for the cars to move out to shift it back...

I muz say, a simple soup dinner to an entire night out... bt it was so fun! Juz me, Selvam & Maran roaming ard Spore... checking out the "night" life... but i muz say, i was so safe in their hands... Selvam's driving skills was excellent... and both of dem reali took gd care of me... (both have experience in the force)... but 12 hours wit dem? priceless... it was nice... simple day out wit three mad ppl walking ard... Of cos, i got teased alot... maybe like the entire time... and our personal joke that 5mins to 12hrs... LOL! just hope Francis (my boss) wont find out.... Hmmm...

From a simple dinner to... oh well...

In Mustafa: Trying out all sorts of stuffs... and those hats...

Top: Me wit a straw hat... it was 3am in the morn and we were so shagged oredi... LOL!

Centre: Selvam... Looks like Romeo in the making... errrr... not really... (cant see the dimples la)

Bottom: Maran... MGR in the making... LOL!

life been pretty much the same... sch, work, sch, work, sch, work.... hmm... yes, sch & work...
I'm am working round the clock except wen i am sleeping of cos... and yes, in sch too...

the oni time i get to socialise is wen i m in sch & at work... which means, at sch & at work...

Ok, crap... bt reali... i am deprived... socially...

another thing tat has been bugging me for years is getting tat special someone... i mean, nt tat i am desperate for one... but u know... u wanna know tat der is someone out der who cares & loves u... he doesnt need to be constantly by my side or anything...but u know... the thought tat there IS indeed someone...

i see couples everywhere and i try nt to let it bother me so much... but deep down, i hve tat cunning hope... A hope tat some guy would say he would love me for who am i & be wit me till death... boy, i will accept u...

not tat i am not happy being single... i am... i gt to do stuffs i like... at anytime... like how me & Selvam sat in Clementi for hours till 1.30am w/o realising the time... catching up wit old frens has oways been gr8... or how i can work long hours not worrying if my bf is fed-up wit me not spending enuff time wit him or not concentrating on my studies cos i juz had an argument wit my bf...

oh well, of cos it's nice having someone to turn to...at any time or snuggle up against his chest and listening to his heartbeat and the rhythm of his breathe... the smell of him and his breathe against ur neck... or passionate kiss which makes u melt into his arms... and how u could cry onto his shoulder wit all those black eyeliner & mascara smudge onto his white shirt yet he listens to every word u say..... How tat big arguments eventually bring us closer den ever...

well, as much as i like being in love... and being loved, i keep telling myself i m nt ready for it... waiting for prince charming... i feel i am lying to myself... every guy i went on a date wit hoping things mite work out... but i simply choose to b not more den juz being a fren... not tat i am fussy... but der need to be some chemistry......... so wat if he is fat or thin... ugly or handsome...hmmm....and i get tiny winy crushes here and der... but i will end up being juz their frens...

I am 22 now yet i am so lonely...i gonna b left on the shelves while i see all my frens in beautiful white gowns or red bridal saris... not tat 22 is too old... but time is running up... too fast...

all i'm asking for is, a nice guy to hang out wit... who would take good care of me... and love me the way i am... i guess it's too much to ask.. for me...

Oh no!!!

This is so unbelievable... When I was 12 years old (in pri 6!!!), tens years ahead seem so far far far ahead...and now, after mn, i am gonna be 22! seriously, I am freaking out...