hey peeps... I've decided to move to another blog... pls take note...

http://shameni.wordpress.com/

been missing for sme time... oh well... been working a lot lately... getting calls from SIM & so many other official matters... I wanna get Pink Health too... it's going at a cheap rate cos of my age.. anyway, better to be save den to be sorry...

I went for My Neighbour My Friends's event over at Kembangan on Sat and it was raining... but it subsided juz as the event was abt to begin... I went there for skipping challenge... yeah... skip for good cause... for every 10 skips, one bowl of rice will be donated to the needy... we had to do 100 skips... well the good thing is, my Area Manager picked me up and I got a new Dairy Farm tee... oh well...

I wanna make a drastic change to my hair but i'm waiting for it to grow a little longer before doing smething to it... i'm sick & tired of my hair...it's been the same for 22 yrs (tho i've tried various hairstyles over the yrs)... oh well I cant wait to turn more heads..! hehehehe!

oh well, been so busy like i mentioned... the store i'm working at is undergoing major renovation...it's gonna have a complete new 3G look... it's starting on Mon! now how cool is tat? but we gotta work 12 hrs each day for packing etc...

***i wonder wat hpnd to my fren... the sentence? oh dear... no peace of mind...***

Do I look like a pirate? Muhhahaha!

The tag we had to wear... and 7-11 had the most supporters... ;P Ding-Dong!

oh what a day!

yes, woke up pretty early today... my shift started at 7am so I took a pretty long shower, my make-up was almost perfect (well almost) i could even apply sme eye shadow... oh well, so much being at the front line... looking presentable and not rude... I could even iron my tee & have a conversation wit my Dad whom I haven seen for 2 weeks tho we live under the same roof... oh well... he looks guilty tho... who cares...

anyway, went to work looking all fresh & I especially loved my hair today... anyway, was a busy day where so many customers wanted to pay their bills or get a new SIM card...

and oh ya, sme guy came into the store and it was crowded... this chap asked me if there's any new SIM card he could register and I told him yes (tho inside me i was sulking cos it's a long process to register it). And so he asked me which service provider is good. So since I tot he muz be sme newbie to tis and to make things easy, I tot i could promote the ongoing promotion by Singtel instead of blabbering wat we have... and guess what?! Apparently he's a "mystery shopper" from Singtel to check if we promote the ongoing promotion by dem! since I recommended Singtel, I got myself a $20 Choice Voucher on the spot!!! I was stunned but kinda expected cos I read it on our weekly sales bulletin tho it was stated last mth... didnt expect it to be tis mth as well!! now how cool is tat?? haha! thinking he was a newbie & to save myself to explain tis is wat i've got! coooooolll!

after work, I was in high spirits cos there wasnt any prob & decided to do a bit of shopping to pamper myself for all the hardwork i put in for past few mths... (the last I shopped was in April! tis is SO not me). Got a long yellow skirt from Series, bright blue, grey blouses & tees from Gio... and i totally agree that shopping is so therapathic... seriously... it makes me feel SO good.. oh ya! bought sme hair accessories from SIX too... looks yummy on me! ;P I also bought some make-up from Revlon... eye shadows, pencil eye-liner & lip gloss... Next stop is The Body Shop... need to replenish my face powder and toner... maybe some night cream too... i think it's gonna finish anytime soon...

i think i need a notebook to do up my shopping list... I think i need a pair of jeans too... maybe some nice lingerie too...

a break is needed... badly... my body is aching SO badly... i'm hardly at home & i havent had good food for so long... been eating junk food a lot thanks to my busy busy busy schedule...

I desperately need a good body massage, food & company... oh... not forgetting, a good slp as well...

work been really sucky... serving insensitive people... my patience been wearing & so is my smile... it's no longer plastered on my face...instead it's a straight line... neither nor...and u gotta stand for 9 freaking hours with no break, u cant sit for more den 30 seconds & u hear ur stomach growling so u grab smething in the store only to put on more weight cos it always end up being a chocolate or sme really sweet stuff...

i starting to hate everything & everyone... I cant stand to see people in the store anymore... every single one seem to irritate me even the cutest guy... i answer everyone in monotonous tone... I starting to hate a certain race as well (I really dont wanna be a racist but I cant help but to hate dem)...

I also hate those Ah Pek who thinks I owe him his money, would demand like we're a piece of shit... like he pays me to work der juz for him... I hate people who are SO impatient & expect me to attend to dem immediately despite the fact I am attending another customer... God gave me a pair of hands... I can only attend one thing at a time...

I hate those who would ask me so many IRRELEVANT questions... maybe aft all these, I could join "ARE YOU SMARTER THAN A 5TH GRADER". We're ONLY cashiers there... we don't top up ur pre-paid cards, we dont make overseas calls or teach u how to use the international calling card & den blame us that u can no longer use the damn card...

KNOW what you would like to buy and den u leave it at the counter... Dont take wat u feel like and after I scan it, u say u dont wanna buy it, leave it at the counter and expect me to place it back... dont throw ur money at me or u'll get ur change thrown at u as well... have the decency to give respect for fellow human being... we're not dogs... get the facts right, idiots..

give us clear instructions wat u would like... Viceroy is Vice-roy...simple... it's not viiise-roy..I dnt know wat is tat... when topping up, ten dollars is ten-dollars... not five dollars so dont blame us idiots... it's crowded and u cant expect individual attention....

keep ur wallet or purse in ur hands if u know u gonna purchase something... dont wait in the queue and den once it's ur turn, u start digging ur bag for ur purse... we all dont have all the time & u're chasing away my other customers...

Wen i say it once, get it... dont repeat exactly wat i said over ten times!!! it's God darn irritatin arsehole! when I say no more parking coupons or that it has 300mins talk time, get it into ur brains... dont keep asking me like it's SO unbelievable "AH!!! FINISH?! ALAMAK! Really ah? SO really have no more coupons is it? wen will it come?" and after answering dem, they would walk to the door and turn ard to ask again, "NO more coupons is it?" Yes damn it! u understand english dont ya?

and I obviously don't look one bit chinese so stop speaking to me in Mandarin like as if I understand wat u say... all I do is act blur and say "dont know"...

phew! tis is oni one bit... trying to keep my blood pressure down... ciao...

When i'm older, & my daughter asks me who my first love was..i dun wana pull out the old photo album...i wana be able to point across the room and say"hes sitting right over there..."

DAIRY FARM Family Day...
Me after practising under the blazing hot sun for one hour ,the day before the actual event... no joke but we all got burnt and I got much darker den before... i still have my slipper markings on my feet...

Murthy & Raj (behind) after dancing... Look at how Murthy pose... so sexy... LOL!

Murthy & Raj loves my sunglasses... each time we go out for lunch break, they always take turns to wear dem...

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I had to wake up at 4 am in the morn to be in East Coast Park by 545am... I reached home ard 10pm the night before, catch up with my sis (after so long we saw each other tho we share the same rm), packed my stuff, iron my uniform & get ready to slp... couldnt slp cos I kept thinking abt the steps... was so restless...aft smsing my fren, i managed to slp at 2am & woke up at 415am... took a long shower, dressed up & left the house... it was so quiet & eerie but managed to catch a cab...

we did our make up & hairdo by 630am and I was the first to do it since I reached 1st... and boy! after the make up & hairdo, i looked like a black gal... the make up was perfect & the hairstyle, i loved it... it was beautiful...

after changing into our outfit (the skirt & blouse was freaking short, our ass could be seen if we bent)... but it was nice... by 930am, our cheerleading competition started... we were competing against Retail Support Centre (RSC), Shop n Save, Cold Storage, Giant & Guardian Store. I muz say, it was a tough competition but we, 7-11, topped the cheerleading... but overall, Guardian Store took the 1st prize cos the telematch they did much better... nonetheless, we had so much of fun & cheering... I miss all my team members.. the amount of hardwork we put in... but we all know we did the best for cheerleading...

ard 330 pm, we prepared to get ready to leave... I took a long shower, scrap my face off those heavy make up, wore my hideous sunglasses to hide my eyes... took train frm Eunos but couldn't stop falling asleep so I got down in clementi & took the cab home... the moment I reached home, I slpt till till morn 830am... I was so tired but I had a fun day yday... xoxoxo...

I really shouldnt... yes, I shouldnt...

mix friendship with anything else... it'll ruin everything else...

but how not to? prolly avoid? maybe...

maybe not... cos after some time u'll get used to it... i dnt knw...

i've been returning home everyday after mid-night cos my pract ends at 10pm & it takes me 2 hours to reach home by bus... and at this time of the night, all the buses would go slower den a snail... it wuld b a good opp to get a quick nappy but the prob is, i cant... too many tots running inside my head... therefore i resort to phone calls (trying to maintain) & smses... it's seriously boring travelling alone... i try stretching out my legs on the seats (the bus wld be empty) or cuddle on my seat wit my huge bag but it doesnt help me fall aslp...

anyway, we've completed the dance steps & formation for the stunts... now is all about brushing it up & setting things right... we've been practising really hard we would be panting heavily after each dance... we would be getting our tailor-made cheerleader uniform tm... hopefully it'll looks good... extra points for presentation...

it's been really fun working with these ppl... we cant stop teasing each other & we juz cant stop laughing... seriously... gonna miss dem a lot after tis week...

Anyway, I took sme pic... cant help it cos Raj is really cute... (sigh! if only he's straight)...:

Raj talking on the phone... he was smiling away... wen asked, he claimed it was his sis... i'm having my doubts... ha!

looking tired already...wonder wat state I would be in on d actual day...and i cant believe sme of dem there tot i was a mix of chinese & indian or sme other race but indian... wat wld it be if they saw my Dad & brother? Bangla for my Dad for sure... LOL!

That's my Pom-Pom!!! never held one b4... it was so cool & felt like a real cheerleader... but it was heavy & it kept slipping off my hands...

those r my cheerleader shoes... it has sme funky designs on the side & it would b ours after tis event! now how cool is tat?
Tat's Lehn from Philipines... she's as agile as a monkey... very flexible... she's 28 btw...

Tat's sarala (on the left) and Shamini (at the front)... they're m'sian & one of dem is married... they marry really young der...

that's Raymond... he can never stop toking or keep still for more den 30 seconds... he's a gay too...
Look at Raj... pretending not to see me cos he saw me taking pic... macham laaaava seh...

EVERYONE, trust me, EVERYONE thought this pic was SO good... They tot he looked SOOOOO handsome & the background was really nice... He's got really deep & cute dimples but it cant be seen here clearly... really, all of us couldn't stop looking at the pic after it was taken... He's so cute... we all have tis cunning hope that he would become straight one day & put on more muscles... there are chances cos I feel he's getting some confidence & feeling manly these days compared to the 1st day I saw him... and he still teases me tat i gonna be his gf after I grad... LOL!

..:..tired..:..
extremely...
of everything...
my body is tired...
no peace of mind...
problems after another...
wen will i ever have a good life?

***check out the pic of my new gay fren! =P sooo cute!!! Selvam, u no more cute la! hahaha!***
it didn't take me long before I gt comfy with my cheerleading group... things r getting more fun yet tiring... despite all that, we have lotsa laughter & sharing session (food i mean...)

The guys (gays) are also getting comfortable with me... so much so they started teasing me (as usual) & holding my hands etc... but I cant help feeling disappointed that one of them, the cutest in the lot, is a gay... he's so handsome! (i'll show u the pic soon...) cant help but to take pic of him & wit him... the fact tat he's a gay, I could comfortably look at him, smile & tease ard... I call him gal btw though I prefer his name, Raj. I kept teasing him that we cld get married, combine CPF & get a house together (and he cld get a PR too) but we go about wit our own lifestyle... tis thing came about cos I was telling dem I dont intend to get married ever... juz need a house, a dog & my car. well, come to thing of it, tat's nt a bad idea... legally, he's male so we could get married & there wont be any chance of us falling for each other (but I dont trust myself sometimes).

anyway,we've chosen the design for our cheerleading uniform, came up wit 3 cheers & now, completing the steps for our songs... I hope it would be good... been practising a lot (the bonus is I can lose weight!).

Today was a fun day I would say... so much of laughter... seriously... so much of it my stomach aches & i start crying... Suppose to go elsewhere aft the pract but I ended up going to Anand's house & was shocked to see the state he's in... I bought some indian food nearby & fed him cos he wouldn't want to eat at all... seeing him in such a state makes my heart ache so badly... Sometimes I wish I could juz give up... i'm so tired.

anyway, here are some of the pics I took today... looks like more pics gonna come up soon! :

That's Raj I mentioned earlier... Wearing my sunglasses which looks huge on him... LOL!

Raj posing sexily... gals cant beat him... really... especially me...

That's Ella, from China... she's really cute... guess wat? she's married & she's 24...and look us... so tired, makeup-less & sweaty...

trying out few stunts for the cheerleading...

more stunts... thank God i'm saved cos of my spine otherwise I would have to do various stunts...

the three gays I mentioned practising their moves... hilarious guys... really...

Raj & Raymond on the stairs listening to my "Mumbe Vaa ring tone... they can't stop listening to it... Now everyone in the team has that ring tone...! LOL!

that's Raymond, another gay who is SO funny! the way he behaves & toks... hahaha! and he's rather surprised I am so open with dem being like that...

a pic of me & Raj in the bus while making our way home... cute isnt he? my my! we were teased while taking tis pic that we look like a couple... i told dem yes, we're gonna get married after I grad... LOL!

my dear fren Anand looking so lost... he was a very good looking, lively chap... look what love did to him... the dumbest guy I've ever came across... Ever...

I ended up playing NFS with his bro, Arjun...

I'm so tired!!! Aarrggh! So many things to settle... damn!

Shameni ponders at the end of the day: I shouldn't mix friendship & love... it's bad... seriously bad... it will ruin everything... EVERYTHING... it's good that he doesn't know if I have feelings for him... though he knew once...