Sat nite

Sat was a fun-filled nite... I met up with all my old band members for dinner!! It was so fun! Sadly I cldnt stay till the end cos I went to meet Cindy in TBP...

Niway, on Sat, I met up with dem in Vivo City. We had dinner at Hogs Breath Cafe Saloon & Grill. The food wasnt tat fantastic & I wouldnt suggest tat place if u dont eat beef. U'll have limited choices juz like me.. LOL! But the atmosphere was reali cosy & comfy...and the music was really good.. The food is served on a huge plate so prepare urself wit empty stomach for the whole day b4 heading dwn for dinner! LOL!

Check this out! That was my dinner... it was HUGE!:


Well, it was reali fun gathering ard, chit-chatting abt the past...Isadora juz got back frm Manchester... some are working while most of dem are studying in the local Uni...Coincidently, Albert's Dad is working in Bukom Hawker! wat a small world!


We took quite alot of candid shots too! Hahaha! All thanks to Isa...:
tat's albert & shuyen... Albert,both were Drum Majors of different batch of cos... my seniors:



tat's wai kae full of laughters:


Isa didn't spare any of us... Look at us.. so lost!:



and finally, a decent pic of us...:


Dinner was so heavy... Had so much of food, drinks & laughter.... After tat I left ard 11pm to meet Cindy at TBP... She's facing some issues so went to tok to her...Been really long since i've met her... Gotta catch up wit SS real soon... Luckily we managed to catch the last train back home.

And I miss my fren so so so much! I'm really sorry for wat i've done... Love u lotsa!

too tired...

okies, I am bored.. dead bored at home.. Last nite, I had splitting headache... It was so bad I couldnt walk back home properly.. I hate working OT... No transport out to the main rd thus hve to walk long distance to the bus-stop. On top of tat, in the bus, my back pain was travelling up to my shoulders & arms like an electricity... the oni think tat cld come to my mind at tat pt of time is - paralyse! the pain oni occured the left hand side of my body.. and my headache wasnt getting any better...

While walking back hme, with my box of things, things didnt seem right. I paused weneva possible to gt hold of myself. Bought dinner cos i was starving & managed to reach hme. I wantd to watch tv but the headache wasnt getting any better.. I was getting very cranky... I ddnt wan to tok to anyone at all.. I went to bed thinking I cld wake up late today. Guess wat? 830am in the morn, der was drilling & piling going on under my block - lift upgrading!! aRRrGGhhHH!!! But i still managed to slp... But wen I woke up, my back was aching again.. I hate tat pain... it's very irritating...

Watch a bit of tv, cleaned my rm (b4 my mom starts screaming again), watch tv again & now blogging. I seriously need a BIG break...

Well, gotta go now... Meeting my frens i haven met for ages... but i'm too lazy to dress up & go... hehehe! my body has shut down... it's so so so tired... bloody tired man! trust me... my fren suggested bathing with salt.. maybe i shld do tat...

Forgive & Forget

the beauty of friendship?
to forgive & forget
to love & endure
to fight & make peace
to laugh & insult
to cry & hug
to smile & frown
but at the end of it,
it's friendship
and a simple word "sorry"
from the bottom of ur heart
brings a long way

I'm sorry.

Slip Disc

Ok, today I had medical review in SGH for my back. Well, I was so lost man... Really, NEVER go hospital alone i mean,besides those who are wrking der or is familiar to the place...

First of all, I was late... my appt was at 1010am but i reached der ard 1040am...it was raining cats & dogs in the morn!!! and I got lost between the blocks.. Hehehee! Well, the doc, a spine specialist, saw me immediately, check my spine, asked me for the symthoms & check my x-ray. He told me x-ray cant say much but he suspects der cld be a minor slip disc! I was shocked & stared at him. slip disc!!! He will be sending me for physiotheraphy. If after 6weeks nothing hpns,den he will think of an alternative which i kinda suspect wat is it.

He gave me so many medicine which nearly knocked me out... seriously, i was carrying a big bag full of medicine. If anyone were to see me walking ard, they might wonder wat's up wit me cos I look normal. Hehehehe! yeah, but oni i know the pain. AND, the medical bill!!!! WAH! Killer man! I spent so much juz for hospital & now i'm so broke!!!!

My physiotheraphy will be on 6th Aug. I feel like an old lady now. gosh!
I was suppose to meet my fren for lunch in Labrador Park food stall but den i decided to go to work. Atleast I can finish up sme of my work instead of roaming ard the streets. Before that I had lunch at the Hospital which reali sucked big time cos it was so salty!! I totally regret eating der....

I took a slow walk dwn to Kampong Bahru Rd & went to the temple at the end of the railway station. I was alone in the temple & liked the peaceful atmosphere der... I prayed & stayed longer until i feel peace at mind...

Took a cab down to PPFT to catch the 1245pm ferry & now at work. I shouldnt have come to work man... So many chasers... sigh! totally... causing more pain to my mind & back... Called my Mom, told her wat hpnd & she recalled der was once I slipped in the toilet... Now i remember.. it hpnd 2yrs ago.. and also i had an injury wen playing basketball 6yrs ago.. and now, it's coming back. haiz! of all places, my back... and Stock check coming up too... So much of stuffs...

Today I will b knocking early prolly meet my fren.. haiz! deprived social life... 5more mths...

peace of mind

Kallang River

isnt it beautiful?

a good place to b alone.

no one to disturb u

switch off ur hp

and look far ahead

the busy city

&

you're der sitting in frnt of the calm river

it relaxes ur mind

with thoughts running thru ur head

mentally sorting out things

coming to a conclusion/solution

if u need to cry,

let it all out

it will make u feel better

instead of bottling everything up

smetimes

it's good to be alone

do some reflection

den u'll realise

wat's life abt

& who are ur true friends

it's time to let it go

the day has been so hard...
so much of confusion...
my head seem to b spinning frm various tots...
a decision has to be made...
and finally, after so long, I've decided to call it off...
No point hanging on to it wen u knw nothing's gonna work out.
every problem need to be solved.
u can leave it stagnant but
it's gonna be more difficult, accumulating more & more problems
which may leave u helpless.
I had a problem
and now, i have made my decision
hope it solves my problem.

i'm really sorry that i have come to this decision...
and it's time the truth be out...

Random stuffs...

I was looking thru my hp & realised I've got quite a few pic... so why not blog on it?

Have u guys seen a refinery? (well, nt upclose bt frm a distant? Of cos i cant take pic inside the refinery otherwise I will b so so dead... even tis pic is a risk... hopefully no one frm where ever sees it)...:

this is how it looks like during day & nite... trust me, at nite, the refninery looks VERY beautiful... it looks like stars sprinkled all over... smetimes wen i work late, i sit at the smoke shed & admire the plant wit the air frm the sea blowing onto ur face...

Currently, der's alot of construction gg on in Bukom... Sooner or later, the island gonna sink... LOL!:














and this is how it looks at nite:












Well, it doesnt look very interesting but it's really interesting how sme human brains can construct smething so complex... wit all the pipes, equipments, motors, rotors, pumps, etc etc etc... muz be great!

Ok, with all the great construction, Shell hires mad ppl like us... who hve nthin much to do but take pic... LOL!

Demi pretending to work...:













Gopi sleeping in the office (*Nods my head*)and the photo is finally up!!!:










And den in Timor (canteen), another round of photo-taking:

Tracy loves my dark safety glasses...she looks good in it ah???











maybe she frgt how to wear dem??













Gopi giving his "oh-so cool" look... it failed drastically...:










They cant stop taking pic... more to come:











Gopi & Tracy:











ok, so now, we're heading back hme in the ferry.. and took more pic...:











No, he's nt listening to anything & gettin high:










Oh no! Paparazzi, not!! u're not famous yet...:










hey, i'm the Godmother...:

any issues, pls see me in my office... and pls b my fren otherwise i'm gonna cut ur horse's head... pls dnt scream aft tat... i warned ya... and if u wish to gun me down, nt frm the back.. tat's being coward...


and guess wat i spotted while we were driving ard??? Gosh~! nvr knew tis place exist!


will der b alot of gays lurking ard?? or in the rooms??? wonder how much their ass cost.. LOL! ok ok, i'm juz being mean...

Hehehe! ok, tis is juz a random entry... I sure muz hve embarrassed sme ppl here... =P

boring week...

This week been a week where i had roller coaster rides... I am so so so occupied at work... I juz hope sme ppl will understand tat busy means, BUSY!!!





Well, emotion turmoil... Facing so many problems at work... Some ppl are so difficult to work with.. seriously.. all the back-biting & sabotaging... haiz! wen will these ppl ever grow up?





Yday was yet another boring Sat... I woke up at 7am, Dad sent me to work... I tot no one wld b in the office (nt the usual people though) but der were construction gg on & so many workers walking up & down.. so irritating... i cldnt concentrate my work at all... I managed to prepare sme stuffs for Monday... Oh ya, and my china worker insisted on taking a pic of me...:

basically, he's crazy la... I was forced to take tis pic... oh well, den, I left during lunch time... took the ferry & took bus 30 down to Boon Lay... It was a one hr journey... so I read my Cleo mag all the way... I love long bus rides... Cant wait to gt myself a PSP... Once I reached Boon Lay, guess wat i did? Pedicure! Yes, I love the colour of my new polish.. It's dark red... and I love it... Well, I oso did additional scrup & sme cleanser thingy... It was really good & relaxing... The lady was really chatty & I like her so much... gonna go back to her again... bt the thing is, she ddnt scrub my sole properly... Hmmm...

Oh ya, my very good fren, Gopi, was sleeping like a pig at home when we suppose to meet for lunch!!!! Arrgghhh!!!! Well den, bought lunch & wen down to his hse... and it's no where near Boon LAY!!! Such a long journey... Managed to find myself to his hse... had lunch, watched sme Jap cartoon which had sme story line to it (they put in too much thinking to it.. LOL!) and den watched the original Transformers cartoon... hahaha! and guess wat, i slpt... I slpt for nearly 2 hrs & wen i woke up, i was having headache...nt enuff slp... was grouchy too...

Den he sent me back hme & guess wat? my family planned for Harry Potter Movie!!! Yeah~!! so we head dwn to bugis for movie... i wldnt say the movie was fantastic.. I still prefer the story book... the effects was great but the theme song... nah~! i dont like it at all...

Now rushing to temple.. will blog later!!

Roller coaster ride...

Yday I was feelin VERY gloomy... I cldnt stop feeling irritated...or angry... I was having so much of confusion, frustration, anger etc etc etc... I ddnt hve the mood to do ANYTHING. Left office late, went to clementi, ate, took bus home, took my medication & den, someone called... Someone who made my night...after talkin to her, I feel SO SO much better... seriously.. Nvr felt so good... but one thing, she left me confused. and am still confused.

Today been a nice day... I did quite alot of work & feel satisfied cos i managed to settle some of the pending work... And also did a bit of housekeeping, printing documents & filing... I had fun during lunch which I was contemplating whether to go or not. Haha! Someone didnt expect me der & oso I pissed him off... Of cos I trust you. I was juz kidding... I know I can be blunt at times.

Well, work was unusally fun today... We were teasing ard, making alot of noice in the dept... I had my fun by talking to this "tight-ass-policeman"... Oops~! Nope, i ddnt touch his butt. Kekekeke! Ok, he's weird... In some ways... Maybe it's his voice la... So this policeman hang ard my desk chit-chatting... LOL! wasted my sweets finished if nt i cld hve offered him sme. =P he is really cute & smart looking...but the oni drawback is, his voice...really...he sounds like a duck... heheehe! I dnt knw why, bt i really enjoyed my day today at work...

Tracy, my colleague called me saying she was bored...hahaha! i was teasing how much fun i had wit her last nite in Hotel 81 (i said tat cos she told me i'm on speaker) kekekekee! she quickly picked the receiver so no one else wld hear..heheheh! i can b so mean ah?

In the ferry oso, we were laughing so loudly, i wont b surprised the entire ferry cld hear us.. we were laughing so hard.. lol! of cos, we kept taking pic too...

After work, went down to West Coast to makan... It was a horrible food.. I had Nasi Goreng Black Pepper Ayam... I ever had tat in West Coast Market & it was SOOOO good... but today, we went to one along the rd (whichever rd i used to live - West Coast Dr)...And it suck.. apparently the roti john Gopi had oso sucked... oh yes, EVEN the drink suck! I had Lychee & I dnt knw wat they put in it.. Eeew... i cldnt finish the food nor the drink though i cld eat an elephant...it ws quite bad..

Den we head dwn to West Coast Park... Hmmm.. More like West Coast Lonkang... hahahahhaa! I dont knw wat kinda place was it.. went thru sme jungle or wateva it is and den, ta-da! we were by the sea... it was so breezy & we had a good chat... laughing & laughing.. sigh~! if oni everyday was a happy day... den he sent me back home...

I'm confused... again or is tis the 1st time?

same old stuffs...

Oh well, nthin interesting been hpng..been workin late since Tue...it's a boring week if u ask me... Monday to hospital, Tue & Wed worked till 820pm... well, yday, after work, met up one of my buddy for dinner in Clementi... Had Nasi Pataya but cldnt finish up the food... I wasnt in the mood to have my dinner... Was oso receiving SO many smses & calls... so much of tension going on... oh ya, the sweetest thing my buddy did was to make me feel comfortable and at ease, he wore slippers instead of shoes, rolled up his sleeves & ate in a hawker centre. =) thnks dude!

well, after which,my buddy drove me back home... tiring man~! no life... Work & home... sianz! made a phone call... Sigh~! some ppl can b so irritating.... I'm sorry dude... I made a mistake...

Back injury again..

Yesterday was back to EHV & guess wat? Mornin i sprained my back again...so painful,i cant walk..i'd to take small steps..i cnt do simple chores..so painful. Well,no choice, i still went for class.der, the weather was killing me...It was so freaking hot..on top of that, my back pain..i cldnt concentrate on anything..i was waiting to gt back hme..Worst,my class need to go to temple for lesson.so again,load the kids in the bus & off to temple.it's nt easy shuffling ard wit kids tat age u knw..

After lesson,hve to shout/scream/threatened dem b4 we cld line dem up & bring dem to the buses..again,once they alight at the sch,another round of shouting & arranging dem into their respective buses.u wldnt wan to send dem to the wrong buses,do u?n now tat my sis no longer coming for classes,i've to co-ordinate the bus, mark attendance & instructing the driver the bus-stops cos he's new.

Boy oh boy! what a tiring day?? I was super shacked.After having a nice shower,i put on my mask & lie in frnt of the tv to relax & got a phone call frm one of the sister to pass me sme lesson thing urgently. guess wat? hve to rush dwn, collect it & come back home. Sigh~! I dnt seem to b getting a rest man! I cnt sit for awhile to relax... it's so so tiring!!

And my back is still aching so badly, tis morning i went down to SGH to the A&E to consult the doctor.Took x-ray & all... Boy, I went der at 10am & left at 1245pm... 2hr45mins of waiting!!! Thank God Gopi came down frm some place... So I had company till i finish the whole thing... i had to wear sme stupid cloak which looks like some Jap (tat's wat Gopi claims) but to me, it look like a prisoner clothes...I had to strip everything off...EVERYTHING..Felt so uncomfortable...And was so embarrassing too..I ws hiding near the door... Well, they made me lie on a table & of different position... And the bill,it cost me 90bucks!!! So expensive! SIGH~! Spending so much for my medical bills & i'm broke...

Had lunch den head back home.,.now blogging... i'm so sleepy.. gonna slp.. tiring day.. or rather, tiring week... Zzzzz....

I've taken the task

I brought him to a special temple.

A temple I like very much

To talk to him

To make him open up himself

to me.

I spoke to him

about life

about love

which I think

he has never truly experience before

I take this

as a task

from GOD

to help this soul

whom I dearly treasure

to make this soul

someone in this society

I'm glad he listened to me

and i'm glad he's willing to make changes in his life

all i'm asking for is

to help yourself.

Even if he forgets me

I will be happy that I've made changes

in his

life.

I'm the instrument of God for my Friend

Today I wanna help a very close friend of mine.

He's very important to me

And I wanna guide him

I'll take it that God has given me the task

to help this friend of mine

I want him to see the light

I want him to feel the Joy

I want him to feel the love

and I want him to understand life

And I believe I can change him

for the better

Trust me

Pls guide me Swami

Jai

Instrument of God

Yes, it is true we're all instrument of God.

Think about it.

Every problem der's a solution...

Every problem, der's a solution... But den, u cant simply sit der & complain abt it all day long... right? Search for it... It will come to you. Never let the golden oppotunity go when it comes knocking on the door.

I came up with a solution for my problem... Another 5 more months... It will solve one part of my problem atleast.

Hmmm... BMW convertable car, landed property house, diamonds? I wonder...

stronger

well, at the end of it, I gotta be strong & face the problem.

It will make me a stronger person.

I cant take it anymore...

Undergoing major stress at work...

It's seriously consuming me so much of my energy

Emotionally, physically & mentally drained...
Work sucks big time...

Why do people make one's life so difficult...?

why cant we simply live in harmony & help each other out?

Instead der's so many back-biting & office politics going around.

I cant take on this anymore.

It seriously sucks big time...

BIG TIME.

No appreciation shown, no gratitude juz harm...

I wish I could kill myself so there wldnt b any more problem to solve.

Restricted

ok, Jivi's last entry really caught my attn and so i tried my blog.. and guess what's my rating?? :

It's so funny to think that these are the words which have rated my blog this:

• Pain
• Hurt
• Death

And lastly, most interesting word: cum

Maybe i shld have made it more... violent that below 21 cant view my blog like:

• sex
• penis
• dickhead
• whore (hey, i used the word camwhoring ever... Hmmm)

Ok, i may go on & on... hopefully mummy doesnt view my blog by accident.

maybe i shld rate the blog again after posting tis entry.. kekekeke!

there's something strange, in ur neighbourhood.. who u call???

oh well, I am still stuck in my office.. doing what?? Blogging! Grrrr... Well, I'm too tired to do any work.. so better update b4 i rush off, i gonna blog a bit den chiao...

well, i was being entertained by my frens over in MSN while i'm stuck here at work.. it's so cold & no one is ard... My man left early cos he need to catch the ferry b4 the queue gets long for him to go back... we're takin the 820 ferry & if we miss tis, it's at 930!!! hey, i cant put up here for so long..

And kelvin, thanks alot ah? That phrase " there's something strange, in ur neighbourhood, who u call???" Gosh! it keeps running in my head & now has become my nick in MSN & also, i even smsd my frens this.. some replied it's me... Grrrr... yah right.. i gonna come to ur hse & blast ur hse... hahahah!

Oh well, i'm juz bored la... dead bored.... haiz! now, i gonna call the taxi to the jetty... 820pm boat... and frm spore jetty, it's a hassle walking out... hopefully the india fellows will not follow me out.. they freak me out & it's really dark with bushes ard... oh well, i got a tactic to handle these guys... I'm a strong woman! yeah! hahaha!

Gotta go... will update real soon...

To all my frens out der, i love ya lots! Mucks!!!!