Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!!!

aft some time...

Hey yo! been some time since i've blogged cos my lappy was wit the service centre... yes, i had sme prob wit it... sucks... but niway, now i got it back oredi... i hve so much to blog... but nt sure where to start with...

Ok, on the 3rd Nov, it was Cindy's 21st bday... she booked a chalet & it was oni for the 4 of us (Cindy, Lala, Hui & myself)... At 12 mn, we gave her the present...tiara & a fairy wand... =) it was reali cute & wantd it to b as memorable as possible... We hang ard awhile and ard 2am in the morn, we went dwn to changi village where along the way, dey had road block...we tried to keep a straight face as much as possible cos we were struggling wit our seatbelts... we went to Changi Village in hope to see smething interesting... (ok, we ddnt see much)...

Nxt day was her bday celeb n Cindy looked so beautiful... And while Cindy was dressing up, it felt so much like she was getting married... wat touched us most was wen her Mom told us we shld b der too wen she gets married... Awww...

It was a simple affair wit all her frens... the food was good & I enjoyed myself so much... of cos wit SS, who wldnt? I love dem so much... Mucks!!!

women r becoming independent these days...

u knw, i thought abt my life... the kinda life i am leading... and gonna lead...

well u see, alot of times, mostly, we think about whom we're gonna live... who would be our life partner, would he be nice, good looking (so secondary sch... i know), status of the guy, education level etc... the list goes on & on...

we need companion so that we won't feel lonely... or feel not being loved... we need some kinda security...

we love our family, friends and wat more we need? a special someone...

But i came to realise over time that we get hurt more den juz getting sme happiness.... u wish u were single wen u're attached... vias versa... but den, i realised, why all tis hassle wen u can divert ur energy on smething else? make urself smeone successful?

I suppose u can oni b successful in one part of ur life... prolly ur career... but love? it doesnt seem to b my cup of tea... I want more den juz be someone's gf or wife.. i want to b smeone in the society... so wat i dont hve a family of my own? instead of dwelling over it, i use that bit of energy and focus on doing smething more productive..

i dont wanna b tied down.. nor get committed.. i tried, bt realised, i'd rather check out cute guys... date few chaps & move on... keep moving on... becoming too westernised? i suppose females are becoming very independent these days... date? to pass time & get cosy once in awhile like how we wanna pamper ourselves, aight?

work hard, play hard... party all life... a nice beautiful house, car, prestigious memberships & exotic getaways... wat more do i need? shld i have the trouble of rushing hme frm a project & cook dinner for my hungry family? or have a tiff with my husband in front of my children or worry why hasnt my child returned hme yet?

I guess i am coward to face all these.. but hey! it's my life man!

life is a lesson, learn from it... and i'm learning...

well, recently, i met tis great chap... and we thought we could get on... but things didn't seem to work out the way it's suppose to be...

I cant seem to fall in love... it's so hard... i guess my expectations could get really high...

anyway, a lesson meant to be learnt... and i've learnt frm it...

I'm learning things everyday...

will continue learning...

ciaoz!

smething random

Ok, i'm trying to update my life within one day... ok, lately, i've been busy... dont ask me wat i'm busy wit cos I'm nt sure myself... so i'm gonna do two entries today...

Anyway, I met up wit Yi-Ru and Wai Chung on one of the Thursdays... we met up in IMM for dinner... Had ramen for the 1st time... and it was really good... we had nice chat and all.. den we head down to Jurong Entertainment Centre for a game of Pool.. it was fun.. Yi Ru was playing it for the 1st time but she learnt pretty fast...

My photography skills nt bad ah? I prefer the one i took of Wai Chung's... dnt u think so? LOL!

And well, one of my china worker left to China to get married and not coming back... which was really sad.. he's a good worker and had so much of fun together.. really miss him.. =(

ok, i look kinda shit here... was working late and was shagged...but my worker leaving was pretty sad...

anyway, life is like a roller coaster ride... wen smething bad hpns, smething really good wld come up... I had a tough year this yr... wit sme stuffs... but smething good hpnd.. which i will tell in a bit... but not now of cos... ciao!

Shop Shop & Shop away!!!

I had a fun yday with Hui Hui yday.. we met up in Vivo City and we had a good chat over cakes & drinks frm Coffee Bean... We shared alot of stuffs and den we're off to do wat gals do best.. SHOPPING!



Yes, we went to almost EVERY single shops... we were awed by the stuffs they sell... it was amazing... but way too ex... i dnt wanna burn my pockets.. they're new jeans....



Niway, we were walking ard frm 3pm - 7pm.. aft tat i had to go temple.. otherwise we would have shopped more... it's really a good place to shop...everything under one roof...



The best part was wen we went to Toy 'R' Us... we were behaving like kids... (we're had a deprived childhood u knw)... bcos Halloween is around the corner, they had really cool party stuffs and cldnt stop ourselves taking pic...











Hui Hui looks really cute ah? hahahahah! seriously, we were hoping ard the stall... the huggable bears were so comfy!!!!!!! but they're juz so ex we left dem and left b4 we disappoint ourselves further... Hahaha!

We went to Giant after which... and man! it was HUGE!!!! Really HUGE! And the stuffs der are cheap... we bought chocolates... I got my fav Yan Yan chocolate for oni 85 cents where Toy 'R' Us was selling at $1.70...!! can u believe it? well, i couldnt...

Well, it was fun I would say... Shopping is so fun.. but shopping w/o cash? Go and figure that out...

to love & to be in love

the best feeling ever is to be in love

to make it even better

is to be loved

time will determine

i hate working...

well, lately i've been feeling weird..
as in, i gt weird moods...
today i'll be reali moody
tomorrow, i'll be in my cloud 9...

i gt reali irritated mostly cos of my colleagues...
they're God-damn irritating... and old!!
i cant watch you-tube peacefully during lunch time...
they all stand behind me to watch..
they kept asking me how to use you-tube
how to do tis or tat
and no matter how many time u teach dem,it doesnt gt into their head
and den, they work so damn slow which is worst den a snail crawling
and they keep callin u to do minor stuffs
they think u're young so u cld do anything
but den, we're humans as well
Damn it! we're not robot to work all the time..

i hve mirror on my table not to see myself
but to see who is standing behind me...
and it's su[p]er irritating wen they sneek behind my back & thinks it's fun!

i know i shouldnt be rude & insult dem this way
but i need to let it out...
vent the anger building up in me
they can b nice but su[p]er irritating! Arrgghhh!!!

Moulmein (society centre)

I was asked to observe Society Centre on the 16th Sept to check out how the class is conducted.

The pre-primary do not sit for the common assembly instead they head to their class direct.

The class consist about 15 students age btwn 4-6yrs old. I was sitting behind observing them with Sis Bavani.

I must say, I was amazed from the start how Sis Kaveri conducted the class... She was so nice & polite with the students. She NEVER raised her voice & treated them with so much of tender & love... she oso used puppet to discipline the class.. saying things like, John, the puppet, isn't too please with the noice...

They went about with their usual lessons & seriously, it was the best i've seen so far... She was so nice... The class went with a nice flow & everybody knws their task very well... There were parent helpers as well...

The students get to bring their fav snacks to class (unlike us, same old buns)... LOL! they had beautiful bhajans & circle time sessions...

She end the class with Aarthi where every child gets their turn to show the aarthi to Swami. It was beautiful... And she ended the class without looking at the time at all... and the class is oni for 2hrs instead of 3hrs... I guess we take up alot of time for transport, buns & toilet trips..

It was a beautiful observation & i've learnt so much and wish to learn more from them...

Things isn't looking too good.

My great grandma is hospitalised and she isnt looking too good

Sudden inspiration: Avatar

I was challenged by a peer to prove that Swami (sai baba) is an Avatar...
Tat isnt a challenge...
The challenge here is, every religion should prove that Swami is an Avatar.

I was 17 then... Still fresh into all this Kaliyuga Age, Judgement Day, Golden Age etc...
I believe that I was thrown this challenge so that my Faith on God (Swami) will grow stronger.

And it did.

It took me one year to ask around and another year to find resources.
Finally I collected enuff information to prove that Swami IS God.

I shared my experiences with the Grp 3 gals during Satsung & I felt good about it cos I had the opportunity to share.

I am not saint to say I know everything. There's still lots more to learn & research. And the knowledge is vast...

And I wish to continue doing so after a lady approached asking me about Swami & His Age.

And now, after 4 yrs, I was thinking, "Why not continue doing my research on Him?"

I will learn alot from it.

I can share it with someone.

It takes alot of time. But it's all worth the try.

Well, I'm not sure why my friend had to give me that challenge.
I guess Swami wanted me to study Him. To understand why He's here. His teachings. His purpose.

I don't know if I'm the right person to do so, but I believe, EVERYONE is God's child. so ANYONE can do it.

When will i start? I'm not sure...

Sai Family Day

I was asked to be the facilitator for the Sai Family Day on the 8th Sept. Since I haven't been for much Sai events lately, i decided to skip work & attend this event. It was held in Katong Park... I went there 1pm sharp for the briefing bt saw oni Uncle Prem, Uncle Shiva, Abi & Archu...

The park was really clean, the toilet facilities was great & the best of all, they had sand playground (rare sight these days in Spore) & they had swings!!

Helped to set up together with the Katong people, briefing, quick lunch & den everyone started arriving at 230pm... We were grouped into 4... and had our face drawn according to the color of our grp...Blue, white, green & red... I was in blue team together with familiar faces Aunty Rethi, Lekha, Aunty Nirmala, Banu's mom aunty Vijay, Sukunya, Gayathri & the rest were from Katong... The event started with the Blue team cheering... we have kickoff wit loads of sound... hehehe!

we had various games & activities... and the theme? Transformation... I thought it's gonna be boring but it was actuali fun & we kept cheering on for our bro teams too which score us extra points..

Lunch was a simple affair... had sandwiches, home baked cakes, agar-agar, curry puffs & ice-cream for desert...

after all the captain's ball, soccer, poison ball, etc we had our telematch... again, blue team was last (both bros & sis) we continued cheering... which score us extra points...

After all that, we settled down, really tired & blue team came in 2nd place! LOL! all tat cos of our cheering & enthusiasm.. finally the event was over, we packed up, all went back hme...

Uncle Mathi drove me, aunty Rethi, Bhavani, Sukunya & Thinesh back hme dropping us at Clementi.... it was a fun day & Thinesh couldnt stop teasing me my tamil & the island i'm working in which left Bhavani confused where i was working exactly & wat i did... well, karma... tat's wat i told him... oh well, it was a simple day with these people.. yet it was fun & bond with other centre folks...

don't be proud if u gain, nor b sorry if u lose...

well, nothing in life is permanent..

i shld have realised that long time ago but it took me some time to realise it.

One day you will be wit sme1 thinking that he/she'll be der for the rest of ur life in bliss.

but den, time will come wen things have to come to a halt (death, or any circumstances like leaving for overseas stay, to another sch, quarrel etc). u will nvr know wat's gonna hpn tm.. it's so unpredictable...

therefore, enjoy ur time wit ur loved ones today cos tm may never come to let dem know how much u love & miss dem...

Strangely, tis frens whom u tot wld nvr tok or meet u again, wld return (of cos not the deceased ones)... but den, either it creates a stronger bonding or things wont be the same again and will be left as it is...

Yday, one of my sec sch mate sms'd me.. she's been smsing me lately... wen i was in sec sch, we were in the same dance grp...we ddnt share much interest together.. juz a bit of socialising etc... and when i left sch, i ddnt thought much abt her...
i met her coincidently last yr and we exchanged numbers & started smsing.. it ws strange how we weren't that close in sch & now we're smsing & toking like a long lost fren...
last nite, she smsd me saying she's holding her wedding reception & wanna meet up to pass me the card.

i juz wonder, how time has changed things...

alot more...

i had tis big fight wit one of my close buddy in sec sch cos of some very big misunderstanding...we used to be really close back at sch, sharing lots of our ups & downs (he wasn't my bf)...one fine day, cos of sme misunderstanding, we got very angry wit each other and never spoke again.. he apologised profusely, bt i didnt give in... after one year, we saw each other in temple, we spoke & now, we're back to being frens & closer... =))

Well, alot of incidence like this... but at the end of it, i realised, it creates a stronger bonding & oso makes u a stronger person.

Life is not about accommodating to everyone by saying oni things ur frens wanna hear or doing things wat ur frens wanna do... it's about being urself and knowing ur rights and making u a person people will recognise...
alot of people are afraid to have tiffs wit their frens thinking tat it wld ruin their friendship.. bt den, it doesnt help by keepin quiet & nt being happy abt it, holding grudges...you're nt helping urself nor ur fren... in fact, u're helping ur fren to become worst...

i'm nt saying one shld fight or quarrel wit their frens... be sensible or tactful or shout (vent) it out.. soft or hard approach... it will turn out good depending how they take it (if they're mature enuff to understand of cos)...

bt it's oways good to trash things out & face the circumstances. i have done that wit my gals and now, we're inseparable.. i mean, it's not we asked for it.. it juz hpns & we voice out our differences... tat's life, isn't it?

it's better to have quality frens den quantity... or maybe it's juz me who tell people straight into their faces if i have to... maybe being tactful as i can be, but at the same time, coming straight to the point...i'm a human afterall..

well, oso, another sad case is, not keeping in touch wen one leaves to another place.

Kwanson Ee, who was working in Shell... we told him we wld contact him for a movie... and till now, we ddnt.. we did sms abt his new job...once after he left but den, no more news.

Gopi, we bid goodbye for good as he left Shell as well and nvr contact since... we oso had some misunderstanding which led us to tis... which in a way is good, for me atleast... in some ways... he wanted to start afresh in near future, but i thought it would be good not to get back as much as we could. I dont wanna have anymore of it... we have since led our own lives...

The WA, whom i was close too, initially, which let us bond cos of some prob, has led us into a grp we all enjoyed. but den, i have drifted away from dem.. wat made me do it, till now, i dont know.

but i believe everything has it's cause,... i believe that 20% of the time, decisions are made by u... and 80% are all destined or fated. u choose the path, the rest, GOD (fate) will take care of it & i willingly accept as it is & try not to mess wit wat God (fate) had made for me cos HE knows wat's best for me...

I have learnt so much in my 21 years of my life and alot more to come & ever ready to face the challenges tat's gonna b thrown at me.. I dont wanna chicken out but there's one fear which i'm unable to overcome - relationships. Though i've haven gotten too deep into it, it still fears me.. Will eleborate on that (maybe not) in another entry...

Class 2B

Hey der! Guess wat? I have decided to take my class 2B on top of my class 3... Well, i had to stop my class 3 for 4 mths cos of my overtime & work etc... now, i'm back to BBDC (finally!) and decided to register for class 2B as well...

Well, though alot of my frens & colleagues r against it, I still went for it cos i like the idea of riding the bike...

I bought a new helmet too! it's Mfizz n i love it alot! Well, once i get my license, i wanna get a bike... Yamaha RXZ 135cc or a Kawasaki bike (not sure of it's model though)... Within 150cc... wont get bigger one.. too heavy..

Well, i've oredi attended one practical lesson.. it's fun but ladies & gents, if you do not know how to ride a bicycle, PLEASE do not try to sign for 2B... Alot of gals I hrd have failed the 1st lesson cos they cant balance.. oso, if u gals r short, it's advisable nt to take bike too.. it's too heavy for the bike to lean against ur body cos ur legs cant reach the ground... nt to say i am very tall or anything, but it's juz nice for me.. so it isnt too bad for me..

1st lesson and we're on the circuit riding ard... it's so fun.. but to co-ordinate the clutch, trottle, hand and leg brake can get confusing.. if u release the clutch too fast, that's it.. u'll be flyin into the sky.. and another thing i muz add: RIDING A BIKE IS NEVER SAFE. so u guys better think TWICE before signing up for one.. have the passion for it..

I fell once from the bike cos the guy in front lose control and i thought i was losing mine too thus, i dropped the bike... but i ddnt hit the ground,,,but i dropped the bike on the ground.. so paisae.. =((

Niway, i had fun... it's not at all like the class 3 lessons..oh ya, i'm back to my class 3 lessons.. and oso, it's burning my pocket as well.. LOL!

Cant wait to get my license for my bike.. wanna get the bike asap..

Here's the pic of my new helmet.. i reali love it!!! =)) :

I like the sticker at the back of it so much.... hee!
I cant upload anymore pic... blogger is giving me prob.. haiz! anyway, i reali love tis helmet of mine... and i like the face shield too.. it shields my entire face... it's nice... well, i'm having my 2nd lesson tm.. cant wait for it.. oh ya, have to take my riding theory & TP test... haiz! oh well, hopefully can pass my RTE tm.. niway, gotta ciao... blog again soon... tata!

my new blog skin

Hey guys, I've decided to change my blog skin cos my previous blog takes really long to load... I've decided on tis one instead... today I am gonna blog twice...

Ive been reali busy lately with so many things... My work is consuming me so much of my time and energy... I'm hardly online these days too... I oni log in to my e-mails and friendster, and out...

Well, been 3 Sats since i've blogged.. On the 17th Aug, I met up wit my very OLD childhood fren whom i've never met for 11 yrs! He contact me & my bro one fine day and was surprised to hear frm him... We decided to meet up for lunch in town, tok alot and spent some quality time together... it was nice meeting him.. hope to meet him soon again...

And last Sat, i met up with my gals! Hui Hui, Cindy & Lala... we overnite in Lala's house and boy! her house is so beautiful!!! (Lala, quick send me the pics)... It's huge and she get the whole of 3rd flr all for herself too! Her room is so beautiful too!

Though we didn't spend much time doing stuffs together (we had to rush to various places for our individual activities), we had sme fun slping together... (i had to slp on the flr cos my back was aching so badly)... we did menicure & oso, we went cycling in east coast.... it was so fun... but the sun was seriously killing us...

We stayed der on Fri nite and left on Sunday morn... time has fly and things have changed... we have gone on separate ways and have our own activities and no longer the same as before... nevertheless, we still do keep in touch despite our other commitments... I reali wish we cld go back in time where we had almost similar time table... Love u gals loads! =))

Physiotheraphies... haiz! hating hospitals oredi...

Looks like I gonna blog what hpnd over the weekend & my physiotheraphy.. LOL!

Oh well, I went for my 2nd physio session... this time, i have to do sme exercise with some huge ball... nvm abt that.. and again, the spine extract... haiz! i tot she said she's not gonna do it for me anymore... once again, the machine pulled me apart... ok.. bla bla bla... I took the opportunity to go down to the railway station temple in Kmp Bahru Rd... I miss the place so much... Went der & prayed for long... I felt at ease somehow... cleared my thoughts & doubts...

Went to office (took the 215pm ferry) & the moment I stepped into the office, i had so many phone calls & 30 over e-mails juz 1/2 day gone! Have to read every bit of it, answering them, phone calls, end-users etc... service line in Shell.. wat do u expect? =( haiz!

Dad picked me up to rush for Yoga in Ubi Rd.... It was really good & the meditation was nice... aft that took blessings, dinner & home! finally! and guess wat??? I cooked chicken curry for the 1st time w/o much help!!!

Ok, the reason why i cooked is solely because I'm so so so so so soooo bloody broke... i dnt wanna use up all my money cos more physio is gonna come up... and my pay day still have a long way to come.. =( sobs! and so, i cooked... and it tasted good! yeah! so proud of myself.. =P

Niway, time to learn how to cook... i wanna move out as soon as i get buy or rent a house... =P

Time to get back to work...

Weekend

ok, i'm darn busy with work & all... rushing ard to run errands, settle payments, physiotheraphy etc etc etc...well, bcos of my slip disc, my boss excused me frm working over the weekends for the stock check... YEAH!!! but no extra $$$ which cld be close to my one mth's pay... =( oh well, my health is more important den my wealth... the moment i knw i dnt need to work over the weekends, i smsd my gals to meet up for movie!! been long since i had the chance to call dem out...

Saturday was fully packed... I woke up late (took the adv of it...hehehe!), relax a bit... changed & went for my cousin's (priyanka's) 3rd bday in Globetrotters in United Square... The food was good... western food... yummy! it was a small party but the highlight of tis "gathering" was my 11yr old cousin, Joseph... The moment we met in the train, he was chatting non-stop... at the party, he was entertaining us wit his lame jokes... boy! he's good... he made fun of kiddy songs and wen they asked kids to sit on a smaller table, he told dem he's sec 1!! hahahaha!

After tat, i went back hme to change immediately, gt myself more comfy wit my blouse, jeans & wedges and head dwn to Orchard cineleisure... met my 3 beautiful gals, Hui Hui, Lala & Cindy... We were getting late for our 740pm show yet we found sme time to have sme desert in Rocky Master... Rushed all the way up to the 6th flr & just in time to catch - RUSH HOUR 3! The movie was hilarious! full of laughter.. both Jacky Chan & Chris Tucker was good... Esp Tucker...

After movie, we went to the Nouveau Morocco Balcony (The Balcony) outside Heeren... We had cocktails & Mocktails, Wedges & Calamari... But wat's more juicy was the conversation we had... We shared alot abt our lives, guys, family, sch, work etc... we felt so much better too...

Aft which, of cos, we took sme pic & rushed dwn to the MRT to catch the last train... And the next exciting thing??? 24th to 26th Aug!!! YEAH!! Cant wait for that long waited weekend getaway!!! heheheh!

**Lala trying to seduce me with... cherry?? try harder gal... **

**Hui & Cindy staring at each other.. LOL! cindy lookin sexy wit cleavage bearing blouse ah...? hey,can u beat mine??? LOL! **

And the next thing i'm looking forward to??? Meeting a childhood fren we haven met or spoke for 11 years!!!! Me & my bro gonna meet him come sat.. cant wait man! we're gonna catch a movie... My weekend for the whole mth of August is very occupied & time is running super fast man! cant believe it's mid august already... haiz! 4 more mths...

My visit to the Physiotherapist (hehehe! sounds like a kid "first" visit account

Today, i went for my first appointment for my physiotherapy... I was greeted by my physiotherapist, Sarah, a really sweet Indian lady with a deep voice... She was nice & gentle... I told her wateva prob I was having... checked my spine, did sme moves to knw where's my pain exactly & finally, she came back with a spine dummy or wateva they call it, & explained to me wat is the problem exactly... she told me I am having a slip disc & tat the disc is out & is affecting my nerves thus causing uneasy feeling down right to my legs & smetimes the shoulders...

Well, she taught me sme exercise & told me i could go for either regular physiotherapy or an operation which will b the last option... and den finally, she told me she gonna give me sme "spine extraction" if i'm not wrong... I didn't reali thought much wat was it about... so she showed me to another room... and i was sittin with 4 other old folks.. right... *sigh*

And den here comes the worst thing i tot was gonna hpn... a nurse asked me to lie on a bed which had 2 or segments, placed two pillows under my leg & one under my neck... ok, den she strapped me ard my hip & below my chest...she placed the nurse calling button near me... wat shocked me more was, she had this rope she tied to the bed & to the machine!!! I was so scared.. scared to death I nearly cried... I was lying der all alone in a cubicle wit no lights on & was staring at the ceiling why Bhagavan i hve to go thru all tis... i reali thought it's gonna b so painful... i cldnt stop thinking abt the pain i was gonna go thru...

Den Sarah, my physiotherapist, came in.. she looked at me & asked if i was scared.. i looked at her & smiled... she told me wat the machine gonna do is, it's gonna pull me so that the machine will pull my spine & give me temp relieve of pain.. ok, den the machine pulled me... der wasnt any pain but i cld feel & hear that my spine stretched... and so the machine will stretch & pull back my spine for 15mins... i was praying it will be over soon..

Finally it was over, and when i got off the bed, the pain was a killer! I cldnt walk & i had to hunch a little... the pain was travellin down to my right leg more den ever... finally Sarah came... She asked me if it was better...of cos not.. so she told me she wldnt give me tat treatment anymore... my next physiotherapy is nxt Mon.. haiz! i wonder wat they gonna ask me to do & guess wat? it's burning my pocket as well... i'm seriously broke... all those out der who owe me money, pls return me back cos i'm reali broke...

Bintan trip - 21st July

i know it's been long since i've updated...been reali busy wit work & catching up wit my life... well, here's the update:

On the 21st July, my family org a trip to Bintan together with my uncle's family...there's suppose to be 3 families but one family cldnt make it the last moment. nonetheless, we still had fun... but the oni drawback was, it was raining thus our activities were constraint... the oni thing we did was - EAT, EAT & EAT!!!! Hahahahha! yes, we kept eating & snacking... We stayed in Bintan Lagoon where we rented this huge double-storey house... each hse had a buggy so we cld transport ard...

We took the ferry at 5pm & the ride was close to an hr... and guess wat?? the ferry had a mini stall!!! yes... they sell food, drinks, tidbits, ice-cream etc... it isnt the same as the ferry i take to work.. LOL!

the procedure to enter frm spore to bintan is the same as going to the air-port & checking in... once we reach the island,we took the transport to the hotel where my uncle was waiting for us (they went der a day earlier)... and guess who else was waiting for us? the traditional dancers!! they dance while we came dwn the bus.. the music was nice & the dance was beautiful...

so we went to the hse to place our luggage...and the hse was so beautiful! well, the 1st nite pretty slacky... we went dwn to the hotel for dinner at sme italian restaurant... well, everyone had gr8 food all except me cos i ordered sme weird food & it tasted funny... so i ended up taking few bites frm everyone else... aft dinner, we were toking & i was playin wit my 3yr old cousin, priyanka, under the table.. LOL! it was so funny..she ddnt have any1 to play wit so we ended up playing together (all the weird imaginery activities these kids can come up with!!!)... Bed time!! and guess wat? my cousin who nvr leaves her mom's side wanted to slp with me... hahah! all of us were shocked... so we dragged her pillow into my rm & we arranged for her to slp on the flr...in the end, she slpt beside me.. LOL! i ws praying she wnt cry in the middle of the nite..

2nd day was supposed to be a fun-filled day or so we tot... we were planning to go dwn to the beach aft breakfast... my uncle, my aunt, my 3yr old cousin,my bro & me set off 1st to the beach (the buggy can oni hold 4 adults)... my mom,dad, granny & sis will be coming at the 2nd round...

My uncle dropped us off to pick up the rest... while walking, we hrd a loud bang... when we turned ard, my uncle drove head down into a 2meter deep, 4meter wide drain... Boy! we were shocked! i dropped my bag on the spot & we ran towards the drain.. Thank GOD my uncle came crawling out... he had bruises all over his body... we were worried he wld b unconsious..my aunt asked sme of the staff working der to bring him to the clinic & my aunt & cuzzie followed him... i called my Dad (Thank God again i brought my hp along which i ddnt want to initially)... told him to report to the lobby to gt to the clinic... soon after, me & my bro collected the bags & head dwn to the lobby which was so far away.... went to the lobby & an assistant brought us to a clinic...abt 30mins later, the rest came in...

The good thing is, lucky thing all of us werent in the buggy... my aunt is pregnant, my cuzzie wld b shocked (she ws shocked to see her dad inside the drain all wet, muddy & bleeding), me & bro we were sitting outside would hve been badly injured...

after tat,he made a report etc den we went back... my uncle went to shower, the rest to the swimming pool... my family members did temp tatoos...oh ya,everything der are in Sing$ & it's nt cheap...

Lunch time, we went back, ate a bit den my dad, mom, bro & me made arrangements to go dwn to a pasar malam to do body massage... we arranged for a taxi (S$40 for to & fro)...he picked us up & off we went... it was good... but i told the masseur not to touch my lower back cos of my slip disc (it gt worst overtime)... aft tat we were served wit hot ginger tea...it was so refreshing...

we wanted to shop bt it was so ex... i ddnt wan to spend so much...den head back... den dinner!! sme of us had buffet & the rest ala-carte... the was good... (it's a 5 star hotel... saw their achievement cert hanging smewhere)... yes, the service was good...

3rd day, time to go home!!! after breakfast, we went to the beach, played wit sand & head back, packed & watched tv... we had smeone drop by to help us wit the luggage & transport to the jetty.. once we reach the jetty, we waited & gt priority to board 1st cos we had a child & an elderly wit us.. heheheh! finally back hme... it was nice gathering though but reali ex considering we ddnt do much... i wldnt mind gg wit frens for night clubs.. bt nt with family...

i took few pics but i ddnt reali took much... so i cnt load any here for u guys to see...

Sat nite

Sat was a fun-filled nite... I met up with all my old band members for dinner!! It was so fun! Sadly I cldnt stay till the end cos I went to meet Cindy in TBP...

Niway, on Sat, I met up with dem in Vivo City. We had dinner at Hogs Breath Cafe Saloon & Grill. The food wasnt tat fantastic & I wouldnt suggest tat place if u dont eat beef. U'll have limited choices juz like me.. LOL! But the atmosphere was reali cosy & comfy...and the music was really good.. The food is served on a huge plate so prepare urself wit empty stomach for the whole day b4 heading dwn for dinner! LOL!

Check this out! That was my dinner... it was HUGE!:


Well, it was reali fun gathering ard, chit-chatting abt the past...Isadora juz got back frm Manchester... some are working while most of dem are studying in the local Uni...Coincidently, Albert's Dad is working in Bukom Hawker! wat a small world!


We took quite alot of candid shots too! Hahaha! All thanks to Isa...:
tat's albert & shuyen... Albert,both were Drum Majors of different batch of cos... my seniors:



tat's wai kae full of laughters:


Isa didn't spare any of us... Look at us.. so lost!:



and finally, a decent pic of us...:


Dinner was so heavy... Had so much of food, drinks & laughter.... After tat I left ard 11pm to meet Cindy at TBP... She's facing some issues so went to tok to her...Been really long since i've met her... Gotta catch up wit SS real soon... Luckily we managed to catch the last train back home.

And I miss my fren so so so much! I'm really sorry for wat i've done... Love u lotsa!

too tired...

okies, I am bored.. dead bored at home.. Last nite, I had splitting headache... It was so bad I couldnt walk back home properly.. I hate working OT... No transport out to the main rd thus hve to walk long distance to the bus-stop. On top of tat, in the bus, my back pain was travelling up to my shoulders & arms like an electricity... the oni think tat cld come to my mind at tat pt of time is - paralyse! the pain oni occured the left hand side of my body.. and my headache wasnt getting any better...

While walking back hme, with my box of things, things didnt seem right. I paused weneva possible to gt hold of myself. Bought dinner cos i was starving & managed to reach hme. I wantd to watch tv but the headache wasnt getting any better.. I was getting very cranky... I ddnt wan to tok to anyone at all.. I went to bed thinking I cld wake up late today. Guess wat? 830am in the morn, der was drilling & piling going on under my block - lift upgrading!! aRRrGGhhHH!!! But i still managed to slp... But wen I woke up, my back was aching again.. I hate tat pain... it's very irritating...

Watch a bit of tv, cleaned my rm (b4 my mom starts screaming again), watch tv again & now blogging. I seriously need a BIG break...

Well, gotta go now... Meeting my frens i haven met for ages... but i'm too lazy to dress up & go... hehehe! my body has shut down... it's so so so tired... bloody tired man! trust me... my fren suggested bathing with salt.. maybe i shld do tat...

Forgive & Forget

the beauty of friendship?
to forgive & forget
to love & endure
to fight & make peace
to laugh & insult
to cry & hug
to smile & frown
but at the end of it,
it's friendship
and a simple word "sorry"
from the bottom of ur heart
brings a long way

I'm sorry.

Slip Disc

Ok, today I had medical review in SGH for my back. Well, I was so lost man... Really, NEVER go hospital alone i mean,besides those who are wrking der or is familiar to the place...

First of all, I was late... my appt was at 1010am but i reached der ard 1040am...it was raining cats & dogs in the morn!!! and I got lost between the blocks.. Hehehee! Well, the doc, a spine specialist, saw me immediately, check my spine, asked me for the symthoms & check my x-ray. He told me x-ray cant say much but he suspects der cld be a minor slip disc! I was shocked & stared at him. slip disc!!! He will be sending me for physiotheraphy. If after 6weeks nothing hpns,den he will think of an alternative which i kinda suspect wat is it.

He gave me so many medicine which nearly knocked me out... seriously, i was carrying a big bag full of medicine. If anyone were to see me walking ard, they might wonder wat's up wit me cos I look normal. Hehehehe! yeah, but oni i know the pain. AND, the medical bill!!!! WAH! Killer man! I spent so much juz for hospital & now i'm so broke!!!!

My physiotheraphy will be on 6th Aug. I feel like an old lady now. gosh!
I was suppose to meet my fren for lunch in Labrador Park food stall but den i decided to go to work. Atleast I can finish up sme of my work instead of roaming ard the streets. Before that I had lunch at the Hospital which reali sucked big time cos it was so salty!! I totally regret eating der....

I took a slow walk dwn to Kampong Bahru Rd & went to the temple at the end of the railway station. I was alone in the temple & liked the peaceful atmosphere der... I prayed & stayed longer until i feel peace at mind...

Took a cab down to PPFT to catch the 1245pm ferry & now at work. I shouldnt have come to work man... So many chasers... sigh! totally... causing more pain to my mind & back... Called my Mom, told her wat hpnd & she recalled der was once I slipped in the toilet... Now i remember.. it hpnd 2yrs ago.. and also i had an injury wen playing basketball 6yrs ago.. and now, it's coming back. haiz! of all places, my back... and Stock check coming up too... So much of stuffs...

Today I will b knocking early prolly meet my fren.. haiz! deprived social life... 5more mths...

peace of mind

Kallang River

isnt it beautiful?

a good place to b alone.

no one to disturb u

switch off ur hp

and look far ahead

the busy city

&

you're der sitting in frnt of the calm river

it relaxes ur mind

with thoughts running thru ur head

mentally sorting out things

coming to a conclusion/solution

if u need to cry,

let it all out

it will make u feel better

instead of bottling everything up

smetimes

it's good to be alone

do some reflection

den u'll realise

wat's life abt

& who are ur true friends

it's time to let it go

the day has been so hard...
so much of confusion...
my head seem to b spinning frm various tots...
a decision has to be made...
and finally, after so long, I've decided to call it off...
No point hanging on to it wen u knw nothing's gonna work out.
every problem need to be solved.
u can leave it stagnant but
it's gonna be more difficult, accumulating more & more problems
which may leave u helpless.
I had a problem
and now, i have made my decision
hope it solves my problem.

i'm really sorry that i have come to this decision...
and it's time the truth be out...

Random stuffs...

I was looking thru my hp & realised I've got quite a few pic... so why not blog on it?

Have u guys seen a refinery? (well, nt upclose bt frm a distant? Of cos i cant take pic inside the refinery otherwise I will b so so dead... even tis pic is a risk... hopefully no one frm where ever sees it)...:

this is how it looks like during day & nite... trust me, at nite, the refninery looks VERY beautiful... it looks like stars sprinkled all over... smetimes wen i work late, i sit at the smoke shed & admire the plant wit the air frm the sea blowing onto ur face...

Currently, der's alot of construction gg on in Bukom... Sooner or later, the island gonna sink... LOL!:














and this is how it looks at nite:












Well, it doesnt look very interesting but it's really interesting how sme human brains can construct smething so complex... wit all the pipes, equipments, motors, rotors, pumps, etc etc etc... muz be great!

Ok, with all the great construction, Shell hires mad ppl like us... who hve nthin much to do but take pic... LOL!

Demi pretending to work...:













Gopi sleeping in the office (*Nods my head*)and the photo is finally up!!!:










And den in Timor (canteen), another round of photo-taking:

Tracy loves my dark safety glasses...she looks good in it ah???











maybe she frgt how to wear dem??













Gopi giving his "oh-so cool" look... it failed drastically...:










They cant stop taking pic... more to come:











Gopi & Tracy:











ok, so now, we're heading back hme in the ferry.. and took more pic...:











No, he's nt listening to anything & gettin high:










Oh no! Paparazzi, not!! u're not famous yet...:










hey, i'm the Godmother...:

any issues, pls see me in my office... and pls b my fren otherwise i'm gonna cut ur horse's head... pls dnt scream aft tat... i warned ya... and if u wish to gun me down, nt frm the back.. tat's being coward...


and guess wat i spotted while we were driving ard??? Gosh~! nvr knew tis place exist!


will der b alot of gays lurking ard?? or in the rooms??? wonder how much their ass cost.. LOL! ok ok, i'm juz being mean...

Hehehe! ok, tis is juz a random entry... I sure muz hve embarrassed sme ppl here... =P

boring week...

This week been a week where i had roller coaster rides... I am so so so occupied at work... I juz hope sme ppl will understand tat busy means, BUSY!!!





Well, emotion turmoil... Facing so many problems at work... Some ppl are so difficult to work with.. seriously.. all the back-biting & sabotaging... haiz! wen will these ppl ever grow up?





Yday was yet another boring Sat... I woke up at 7am, Dad sent me to work... I tot no one wld b in the office (nt the usual people though) but der were construction gg on & so many workers walking up & down.. so irritating... i cldnt concentrate my work at all... I managed to prepare sme stuffs for Monday... Oh ya, and my china worker insisted on taking a pic of me...:

basically, he's crazy la... I was forced to take tis pic... oh well, den, I left during lunch time... took the ferry & took bus 30 down to Boon Lay... It was a one hr journey... so I read my Cleo mag all the way... I love long bus rides... Cant wait to gt myself a PSP... Once I reached Boon Lay, guess wat i did? Pedicure! Yes, I love the colour of my new polish.. It's dark red... and I love it... Well, I oso did additional scrup & sme cleanser thingy... It was really good & relaxing... The lady was really chatty & I like her so much... gonna go back to her again... bt the thing is, she ddnt scrub my sole properly... Hmmm...

Oh ya, my very good fren, Gopi, was sleeping like a pig at home when we suppose to meet for lunch!!!! Arrgghhh!!!! Well den, bought lunch & wen down to his hse... and it's no where near Boon LAY!!! Such a long journey... Managed to find myself to his hse... had lunch, watched sme Jap cartoon which had sme story line to it (they put in too much thinking to it.. LOL!) and den watched the original Transformers cartoon... hahaha! and guess wat, i slpt... I slpt for nearly 2 hrs & wen i woke up, i was having headache...nt enuff slp... was grouchy too...

Den he sent me back hme & guess wat? my family planned for Harry Potter Movie!!! Yeah~!! so we head dwn to bugis for movie... i wldnt say the movie was fantastic.. I still prefer the story book... the effects was great but the theme song... nah~! i dont like it at all...

Now rushing to temple.. will blog later!!

Roller coaster ride...

Yday I was feelin VERY gloomy... I cldnt stop feeling irritated...or angry... I was having so much of confusion, frustration, anger etc etc etc... I ddnt hve the mood to do ANYTHING. Left office late, went to clementi, ate, took bus home, took my medication & den, someone called... Someone who made my night...after talkin to her, I feel SO SO much better... seriously.. Nvr felt so good... but one thing, she left me confused. and am still confused.

Today been a nice day... I did quite alot of work & feel satisfied cos i managed to settle some of the pending work... And also did a bit of housekeeping, printing documents & filing... I had fun during lunch which I was contemplating whether to go or not. Haha! Someone didnt expect me der & oso I pissed him off... Of cos I trust you. I was juz kidding... I know I can be blunt at times.

Well, work was unusally fun today... We were teasing ard, making alot of noice in the dept... I had my fun by talking to this "tight-ass-policeman"... Oops~! Nope, i ddnt touch his butt. Kekekeke! Ok, he's weird... In some ways... Maybe it's his voice la... So this policeman hang ard my desk chit-chatting... LOL! wasted my sweets finished if nt i cld hve offered him sme. =P he is really cute & smart looking...but the oni drawback is, his voice...really...he sounds like a duck... heheehe! I dnt knw why, bt i really enjoyed my day today at work...

Tracy, my colleague called me saying she was bored...hahaha! i was teasing how much fun i had wit her last nite in Hotel 81 (i said tat cos she told me i'm on speaker) kekekekee! she quickly picked the receiver so no one else wld hear..heheheh! i can b so mean ah?

In the ferry oso, we were laughing so loudly, i wont b surprised the entire ferry cld hear us.. we were laughing so hard.. lol! of cos, we kept taking pic too...

After work, went down to West Coast to makan... It was a horrible food.. I had Nasi Goreng Black Pepper Ayam... I ever had tat in West Coast Market & it was SOOOO good... but today, we went to one along the rd (whichever rd i used to live - West Coast Dr)...And it suck.. apparently the roti john Gopi had oso sucked... oh yes, EVEN the drink suck! I had Lychee & I dnt knw wat they put in it.. Eeew... i cldnt finish the food nor the drink though i cld eat an elephant...it ws quite bad..

Den we head dwn to West Coast Park... Hmmm.. More like West Coast Lonkang... hahahahhaa! I dont knw wat kinda place was it.. went thru sme jungle or wateva it is and den, ta-da! we were by the sea... it was so breezy & we had a good chat... laughing & laughing.. sigh~! if oni everyday was a happy day... den he sent me back home...

I'm confused... again or is tis the 1st time?

same old stuffs...

Oh well, nthin interesting been hpng..been workin late since Tue...it's a boring week if u ask me... Monday to hospital, Tue & Wed worked till 820pm... well, yday, after work, met up one of my buddy for dinner in Clementi... Had Nasi Pataya but cldnt finish up the food... I wasnt in the mood to have my dinner... Was oso receiving SO many smses & calls... so much of tension going on... oh ya, the sweetest thing my buddy did was to make me feel comfortable and at ease, he wore slippers instead of shoes, rolled up his sleeves & ate in a hawker centre. =) thnks dude!

well, after which,my buddy drove me back home... tiring man~! no life... Work & home... sianz! made a phone call... Sigh~! some ppl can b so irritating.... I'm sorry dude... I made a mistake...

Back injury again..

Yesterday was back to EHV & guess wat? Mornin i sprained my back again...so painful,i cant walk..i'd to take small steps..i cnt do simple chores..so painful. Well,no choice, i still went for class.der, the weather was killing me...It was so freaking hot..on top of that, my back pain..i cldnt concentrate on anything..i was waiting to gt back hme..Worst,my class need to go to temple for lesson.so again,load the kids in the bus & off to temple.it's nt easy shuffling ard wit kids tat age u knw..

After lesson,hve to shout/scream/threatened dem b4 we cld line dem up & bring dem to the buses..again,once they alight at the sch,another round of shouting & arranging dem into their respective buses.u wldnt wan to send dem to the wrong buses,do u?n now tat my sis no longer coming for classes,i've to co-ordinate the bus, mark attendance & instructing the driver the bus-stops cos he's new.

Boy oh boy! what a tiring day?? I was super shacked.After having a nice shower,i put on my mask & lie in frnt of the tv to relax & got a phone call frm one of the sister to pass me sme lesson thing urgently. guess wat? hve to rush dwn, collect it & come back home. Sigh~! I dnt seem to b getting a rest man! I cnt sit for awhile to relax... it's so so tiring!!

And my back is still aching so badly, tis morning i went down to SGH to the A&E to consult the doctor.Took x-ray & all... Boy, I went der at 10am & left at 1245pm... 2hr45mins of waiting!!! Thank God Gopi came down frm some place... So I had company till i finish the whole thing... i had to wear sme stupid cloak which looks like some Jap (tat's wat Gopi claims) but to me, it look like a prisoner clothes...I had to strip everything off...EVERYTHING..Felt so uncomfortable...And was so embarrassing too..I ws hiding near the door... Well, they made me lie on a table & of different position... And the bill,it cost me 90bucks!!! So expensive! SIGH~! Spending so much for my medical bills & i'm broke...

Had lunch den head back home.,.now blogging... i'm so sleepy.. gonna slp.. tiring day.. or rather, tiring week... Zzzzz....

I've taken the task

I brought him to a special temple.

A temple I like very much

To talk to him

To make him open up himself

to me.

I spoke to him

about life

about love

which I think

he has never truly experience before

I take this

as a task

from GOD

to help this soul

whom I dearly treasure

to make this soul

someone in this society

I'm glad he listened to me

and i'm glad he's willing to make changes in his life

all i'm asking for is

to help yourself.

Even if he forgets me

I will be happy that I've made changes

in his

life.