it didn't take me long before I gt comfy with my cheerleading group... things r getting more fun yet tiring... despite all that, we have lotsa laughter & sharing session (food i mean...)
The guys (gays) are also getting comfortable with me... so much so they started teasing me (as usual) & holding my hands etc... but I cant help feeling disappointed that one of them, the cutest in the lot, is a gay... he's so handsome! (i'll show u the pic soon...) cant help but to take pic of him & wit him... the fact tat he's a gay, I could comfortably look at him, smile & tease ard... I call him gal btw though I prefer his name, Raj. I kept teasing him that we cld get married, combine CPF & get a house together (and he cld get a PR too) but we go about wit our own lifestyle... tis thing came about cos I was telling dem I dont intend to get married ever... juz need a house, a dog & my car. well, come to thing of it, tat's nt a bad idea... legally, he's male so we could get married & there wont be any chance of us falling for each other (but I dont trust myself sometimes).
anyway,we've chosen the design for our cheerleading uniform, came up wit 3 cheers & now, completing the steps for our songs... I hope it would be good... been practising a lot (the bonus is I can lose weight!).
Today was a fun day I would say... so much of laughter... seriously... so much of it my stomach aches & i start crying... Suppose to go elsewhere aft the pract but I ended up going to Anand's house & was shocked to see the state he's in... I bought some indian food nearby & fed him cos he wouldn't want to eat at all... seeing him in such a state makes my heart ache so badly... Sometimes I wish I could juz give up... i'm so tired.
anyway, here are some of the pics I took today... looks like more pics gonna come up soon! :

That's Raj I mentioned earlier... Wearing my sunglasses which looks huge on him... LOL!

Raj posing sexily... gals cant beat him... really... especially me...

That's Ella, from China... she's really cute... guess wat? she's married & she's 24...and look us... so tired, makeup-less & sweaty...

trying out few stunts for the cheerleading...

more stunts... thank God i'm saved cos of my spine otherwise I would have to do various stunts...

the three gays I mentioned practising their moves... hilarious guys... really...

Raj & Raymond on the stairs listening to my "Mumbe Vaa ring tone... they can't stop listening to it... Now everyone in the team has that ring tone...! LOL!

that's Raymond, another gay who is SO funny! the way he behaves & toks... hahaha! and he's rather surprised I am so open with dem being like that...

a pic of me & Raj in the bus while making our way home... cute isnt he? my my! we were teased while taking tis pic that we look like a couple... i told dem yes, we're gonna get married after I grad... LOL!

my dear fren Anand looking so lost... he was a very good looking, lively chap... look what love did to him... the dumbest guy I've ever came across... Ever...

I ended up playing NFS with his bro, Arjun...
I'm so tired!!! Aarrggh! So many things to settle... damn!
Shameni ponders at the end of the day: I shouldn't mix friendship & love... it's bad... seriously bad... it will ruin everything... EVERYTHING... it's good that he doesn't know if I have feelings for him... though he knew once...
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