I wish I could smile each day...
i am really stressed up with alot of things...like REALLY alot...My paper work is piling up drastically & I really feel so helpless now... REALLY helpless...My sup is pressurising me so much so I feel like taking unpaid leave for a week to rest...I cant take it anymore... I hate opening my e-mails every morn to see end-users chasing for stock & buyers chasing for payment cos invoice nt being processed? sucks man! On top of tat, the most hurtful thing is my frens whom i tot i love so much is hurting me badly... nvm abt tat... b4 qns starts flying,i'd rather nt say much here...It's juz so bad...I cldnt stop crying tis whole aftnn at work bt den i tot,who am i living for?? MYSELF..Ultimately,the last person who can save me, MYSELF.
I wanted to go to some place quiet to scream my lungs out...it's all bottled up inside me & cant contain anymore...i need to let it all out... i feel i'm being suffocated...cant breath...cnt stop tearing...but does all tis worth? nope...
Gopi brought me to Labrador Park which is very near to the jetty... I muz really thnk him alot cos I was really down I felt my hands are tied & my chest has tightened...we walked a bit...it was really breezy & felt good as the air touched on my face... i felt relived...
well,we were toking crap & stories which were hilarious...all the childhood stuffs he did...haha! cute...and here's a cute pic of him...and i wonder wat's wit number TWO...:
along came a chinese guy who wanted to sketch Gopi's face...Apparently, he likes Indian guys cos they got clearer & sharper features...:
maybe he cldnt find any other Indian guy...HAhahaha! It was the best time to disturb him while he was being sketched...he cldnt turn or make any drastic movements...so i took the opp to pinch the cheeks which i so been waiting for... (oh well, i oso got it in return)... Grrr... niway,had fun teasing him the whole time cos he cnt do much... kekeke! oh ya, the chinese guy's sketch was really good... he was practising his skills... and he was good...
as usual, pictures was taken... here's P.Bukom taken from Mainland Spore...it looks so small... Here's where I work:
A little bit more picture b4 we made a move:
Afterwhich, we head dwn to Seah Im hawker for a drink...sat der for abt an hr,pouring out watever we can (not all exactly) & oso sme thinking session about --> LIFE. yes, the crucial thing...
Hungry so we head down to Spize in River Valley...The food was good...really...i love the drink though... it was really nice...it's some herbal tea which calamnsi,ginger & sme other stuffs...again,learnt few shocking stuffs abt life...(I seriously have a LONG way to go to know wat's the world like out der...need to tok to more mature ppl to learn more abt their experiences...)another round of sharing session...
head dwn to his fren's place who met an accident tat morn...boy! he had a bad fructure on his arm... (Bike accident)... He was tellin us how he met into the accident & stuff... oh ya,the guy's niece is SO cute! 10mth old baby & very chubby!!! Shakila is her name... =) she's a friendly baby...she ddnt cry wen she came to me... adorable...
den head back home...juz one day, i learnt so much... and oso went thru shit feelin the whole day...and now,i have to take things one thing at a time... I have to think about it... -->wat do i really wat??? sigh~!
I wish i could smile everyday
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