19 January, 2008

And now...

Ok and now what? It's been long since I've actuali blogged... well, honestly, I kinda frgt i got a blog to update but I wld look at it every other day... hoping miraculously that my blog wld have smething interesting to look at...(ok, tat can nvr hpn in e right world but I still believe in miracles yar)... haha!

It's 2008 and things have changed for me pretty drastically... Pretty overwhelming and oso interesting...

I fell in and outta love with a wonderful person but with a rather complicating character which left both confused... seriously... I'm not too sure about it but u knw, life still have to go on... weird character if u ask me... maybe he's on the crazy side? who knws... niway, so he's outta my life... decided tat we wld b better off on our own... dont worry... i'm not feeling dwn or anything... i'm over & out...

And of cos, the infamous me quit her job from Shell to become a full time student... yes i knw, i left a high paying job (and from a MNC co. & now i'm left wit no income...) go on... call me stupid... well, in fact i'm not! it's for the better... for my future... tis is wat we call, Long-term plan... haha! i think i'd rather suffer now den b stagnant in my job & my promotion wld b slower den the snail out aft a rainy day... I manage to pay my sch fees outta my very own pocket... nt a cent frm any one which i'm so proud of... enrolled in SIM... Loving sch so much cos der's no bitching, office politics & work issues... free frm all tis... but sch is oso draining me... grp projects, assignments, quiz, test, exams etc... tis is oni the beginning... :) but den, sch starts at 2pm everyday (atleast for the 1st 6 mths).... everyone, pls envy me... i dnt need to wake up at 530am like b4 to run to work to catch tat damn ferry wit old men inside... groan...

but of cos, i am oso working as a part-time cashier in one of the 711 near my hse... 3weekdays and two night shiftson Fri & Sat... well, all for the pocket money... it's fun though... i get to meet people... i love people...interacting with dem, dealing wit difficult customers, handling cash, stocking up, sweeping & mopping the flr and so on... the pay is VERY little but the experience is immense...

Well, another interesting thing is, i've invested my CPF... yes, like any other sillyporeans, i wanna see my assets, monetary etc to expand... see higher returns etc... to plan to buy hse in the future wit little or no problem, retire in peace (i knw i've gt LONG way to go)... well, initially i wasnt too keen...i tot it was too chim for me to handle... too not me... as long my pays goes into my bank & savings and enuff to shop, i'm happy (short-term happiness)... and den, ppl ard me started toking to me abt investment which gt me panicky (very unlikely of me)... i started calling up agents or whoever i knw doing investments, met up wit few and all...

Finally, i settled with AIA... and with that a reali cute, handsome indian guy too... *weet* weet*! hehehehe! 2 birds in one stone u wld call it...niway, lemme nt side track... i remember him asking me to invest like ages ago... since last yr i think...God knws wen... i kept saying i wld but i nvr reali thought much of it... (if oni i knew he was cute earlier... damn!) haha! juz kidding... well, i nvr considered too much and now, i'm rushing thru it fast... yes, me becoming SO singaporean... i forgot how to walk... i rush everywhere... hehe! i frgt to listen, i talk like a bullet train... i frgt to relax, i keep thinking abt how i gonna make it nxt week...

yes, i'm becoming very very "kaisu"... cautious wit my money, time, energy..well omost everything... and i'm losing my slp... i work till late night and come back hme to study...wake up early & hit the gym..come back hme to eat (so tat i can save money on food expenses), run to sch...run back hme, eat, run to work... it has become a routine...

personal time? i long forgotten tat oredi... the oni person i met so far are the insurance agents (atleast der's cute guy to "wash-eyes")... and my sch mates for project meeting...other den tat... hmmmm... pathetic i knw... wat to do? anyone wld like to go out wit me? i'm free on thurs night (prolly need to study...nvm), Sat night & Sun night...we can hang out not in town but west mall maybe? yes, my life is revolving ard bt batok oni...

oh well, tis is my 2008 with a drastic change... i hope all will turn well... wish me luck people! Love u all so much! pls DO drop me a sms or two... i wld reali appreciate it... need to b in touch wit my frens...

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