Ok, lately, eversince the year had started, my life been as bad as the weather. It's been so dull & sad... I dont knw why bt for no apparent reason, i get very stressed & worked up. I try not to get myself so worked up but at the same, things nvr seem to become better.
Is it me or the surrounding... How long can I blame myself for everything tat hpns? I am losing touch with my frens... I mean, how much can i depend on dem?
Anyway, I am juz being too petty... Or it's juz not a good time for me... I am feeling sick everyday... Every single day... I drag to go to work...I drag to eat...I drag to do work... I drag to go home... I drag to go anywhere... I want to sleep & never to wake up... I wish I cld disappear smewhere...Sme place where's der's no one... Juz me... in sme beautiful paradise... A place full of love...
Emotional downpour... I'm totally drained inside... Nothing... I mean it NOTHING seem to excite or make me smile at all...
Well, i'm saying too much here... I juz hope my life gets better... Swami, it's in your hands.. I surrender to you to guide me.. I had enough oredi... Really... U gotta do smething b4 I do smething else... I'm losing my confidence...
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