I wonder...

U know, sometimes life or human emotions or behaviour or watever u call it, works pretty strangely?

Well, as much as I keep saying no to that one person... No matter how much I complain abt him... no matter wat excuses I keep giving... No matter wat that person does for u... or how much he expresses his thoughts to u, u juz keep saying NO. Why? Fear. Not being open with my feelings and thoughts... Putting up a brave front... pretentious.. Coward... cheating myself... all these I keep doing... fickle minded? I dont know...

But if he can break thru those barriers u built for no guys to enter,who could change ur mind and perception... he who shows u limitless attn... attention where gals simply melts... what else can a gal ask for?

And why are gals so weak? No matter how independent they can be... how strong they potray themselves to be... but the moment a guy have that magic touch and strike u at the right spot of ur heart, no gals can resist it anymore...

I dont know how to conclude tis... but all i know, love is such a beautiful thing... and it's also fate... Fate determines... the person u least expect cld be the one... and I keep cheating myself... and wen it's time to express, it's nt the right person... or maybe it's the right person but wrong timing...

ONLY TIME WILL TELL... and i hope I will not hurt anyone... damn!